Angelique...Chapter Five...

I recalled in Chapter four that Anthony will surprise Margaret for his next therapy or counseling session and it sounded too surprising as if something intimate was about to happen. So, in this chapter it started off when Amber was in Anthony's office and Margaret felt betrayed about it. She wanted to run, scream, and cry as her feelings were being stabbed, but not knowing why she felt like this. This made me remember when my friend messed around with my cousin and my bestie was there. We were having drinks by the beach and for some reason my bestie got all dramatic and giving attitude. I figured that he liked my cousin and he was angry like for no apparent reason, so he wanted me to drop him home, which I did. My cousin and I talked about it and said "he's jealous, whats wrong with him?". The next morning, my bestie and I talked about what had happen and he replies "I don't know why I felt that way, I was just super angry". I laughed so hard and said "Girl you like him".

The way my bestie and Margaret felt is like they owned someone and I wonder why did they feel that way. I've never seen anyone felt for someone so strongly and throw attitude. It reminded me when I was in high school, but I never show any emotion, it was a secret. As the story continues in session, Amber expressed that she has another personality and her name is Amanda similar to Margaret. I'm thinking what type of assistance is Anthony providing for those who are in this kind of situation. 

Margaret witnessed Janet's intimacy and thats how it became to her personality Jade. I think Jade was urging out of her and she began her search. Despite that she goes to catholic school. I feel like this a girls who attend catholic school are much worst than girls who go to an all public school, that is in sin, but nothing bad. On the other hand, Amber was really enjoying the Margaret story of unleashing Jade. I began to think if I had another personality, although different from Amber and Jade. I wonder what would it be.

I've realize a little bit of changes with me and I think the changes will be good and not harmful. I wouldn't be able to share in my blog. I found my other personality although I think it started when I moved to Oregon from the islands. This place really comforts you in the city and expresses how you feel. Maybe Amber and Jade is just an example and everyone could relate to it. I believe everyone has an incredible person within themselves.